A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you’d make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders
I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be 
But I guess I was in love with your memory
You know I love you, I really do
But I can’t fight anymore for you
And I don’t know, maybe we’ll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life..

“Isn’t she lovely, this Hollywood girl?”
And they say
She’s so lucky, she’s a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there’s nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

But I still want ya, want ya,
Don’t mean to taunt ya, If you leave now,
I’ll come back and haunt ya,
You’ll remember, return to sender now, now
Well I just wish we could go back one more time,
And begin it,
Back before I lost myself somewhere,
Somewhere in it.
I’ve been stuck now so long,
We just got the start wrong,
One more last try,
I’ma get the ending right,
You can stop this, and I must insist,
That you haven’t had enough,
You haven’t had enough…

I wanna love you,
But something’s pulling me away from you
Jesus is my virtue,
Judas is the demon I cling to
I cling to
I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby…

It’s alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it’s more common than you think
He’s my first mistake..

You’re stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can’t pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.
I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I’m standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.
The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet
Oh, I just can’t get enough
How much do I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It’s everything that I’ve been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let’s begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
My heart is filled with you.

I’ve been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

Cause I want you,

And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken,
And I’m faded,
I’m half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what’s left of me

On my own
Pretending he’s beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

Our breath smelled of cigarettes and alcohol

We’d walk down the beach counting every star

Our hearts beat inside our chest

Leaving us gasping for every breath

Her smile with the wind blowing through her hair

Was so contagious in the air

So satisfying and I’m still smiling

And it’s still out of my reach

And it’s still all of the things

That I want in my life

How could I ask you to leave me?

And we were just kids in love

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn’t learn from

The first kiss stole the breath from my lips

Why did the last one tear us apart?